Goodbye, Hello

There are many facts of life and one of them is that people change jobs.

There are a few reasons that people change jobs–they move, they get laid off, they get a better job–but there’s one constant to the act of job changing, and that is that people are always sad to leave.

I never watched the final season of “The Office” when it aired but I suppose that’s just as well because over the last two weeks it has been my dinner table companion. If you haven’t seen the final season of “The Office” I won’t spoil too much for you. But I will say that in wrapping up the show that final season, every reason you would ever leave an office happens: some move, others get laid off and still others get a better job. And there’s crying into cake, goodbye dance parties, promises to stay in touch…the usual components that come along with the act of leaving.

We all know that sometimes it is our friends leaving and sometimes it is us who will leave, but when it comes right down to it, it’s part of our shared human experience that transitions will happen.

Taxi Protest
Me, trying to find out why the taxi drivers were protesting by honking and driving around the Capitol in circles. (Bill Clark/CQ Roll Call)

So why–when we know this is coming be it tomorrow or next month or next year–why do we struggle to balance the sadness of leaving something behind with the excitement of starting something new?

I’m leaving National Journal. My first real job out of college, where I succeeded and stumbled, figuring out who I was and what I was capable of. I started out on the health care beat, where after a month and a half on the job, HealthCare.gov debuted and crashed and I spent the rest of the fall covering what would become the 2013 AP News Story of the Year.

After former House Majority Leader Eric Cantor lost his primary, I snapped a photo of Speaker John Boehner. I probably gained 300 Twitter followers that day.
After former House Majority Leader Eric Cantor lost his primary, I snapped a photo of Speaker John Boehner. I probably gained 300 Twitter followers that day.

From there I transitioned to covering Congress, studying the faces of lawmakers on the long metro commute to Capitol Hill only to realize that they’re all much older now than when their directory photos were taken. I quickly took to the foreign policy beat, writing about the one issue that will keep on going even when the political parties can’t agree on how deal with it. And it’s been a busy summer too; between the advances of ISIS in Iraq, Russia’s encroachment (invasion?) of Ukraine and the spread of the Ebola virus in West Africa, each story that it feels like I was there for from the start will keep on going until it morphs into the next chapter.

You'll always be my ominous House of Cards Capitol but I'll never be your Zoe Barnes.
You’ll always be my ominous House of Cards Capitol but I’ll never be your Zoe Barnes.

It’s been a good run. I walk away having learned who’s the friendliest face in the Senate, why the U.S. can’t keep its boots off the ground in the Middle East, and how to challenge charges from my health insurance company. I’ll miss my friends, my colleagues, my editors, and Rosita, the woman makes sure there’s coffee waiting for our tired souls as we start each day. I won’t miss the never-ending PR emails or the vitriolic commenters.

Waiting for a press conference to begin in the basement of the Capitol after a Pentagon briefing.
Waiting for a press conference to begin in the basement of the Capitol after a Pentagon briefing.

I’m headed to Green Buzz Agency. My second real job and I can’t keep my face from lighting up when people ask me about it. I’m going to be the new Assistant Producer, working on corporate client videos and expanding our film work into original documentaries. I’ll be doing everything from researching to interviewing to script writing to working on set to editing, but I’ll also be writing the blog, public speaking, managing the intern program and planning events. It’s a start-up, so I get to wear a lot of hats, and with such a small team, my input will really shape the direction and the success of our work. And it’s going to be a lot of work. But multimedia storytelling is where my heart has always been, and I’m so thrilled about the chance to build my creative visual skills. I’ll still be in the D.C. area, so despite the fact that I’m leaving, it’s not really goodbye.

It still feels like it though. It’s a strange limbo, knowing you are closing the door, knowing what you’re saying goodbye to, but not having the familiar comfort of knowing what comes next.

In the final season of “The Office,” people who had left come back. They weren’t gone forever, they were just doing something else, having their own adjacent narrative.

A new adventure.

And you can see it in their eyes. They’re really happy.

#Inauguration2013

  1. Rule No. 1: I will not use more than one tweet from each handle. This is mostly to limit me copying my feed into Storify and then hitting “publish.”
    Addendum to Rule No. 1: For every tweet included, many more were left out. Show some #FF to the gurus who kept the microblogosphere in business!
  2. Not going to lie, I’m secretly delighted that I couldn’t pick up @clararitger‘s Inaug credentials bc it means she’s coming sooner/sleepover.
  3. Friday, Jan. 18: In a last minute turn of events, I wound up arriving 24 hours earlier than scheduled so that I could pick up the #NotreDame student media credentials. NDtv pals @alliepriede and @NarratorVoice would land Saturday evening.
  4. What to do with an extra 24 hours? Eat delicious food, of course.
  5. Washington D.C. is home to some of the best food in the nation. Brenna – a NBC News Desk Assistant and 2012 grad – took me to Surfside in Glover Park, where I quite possibly dined on the best Mexican food in the northeast U.S.
  6. Saturday, Jan. 19: I met up with other Notre Dame alums – including Washington Editor for the National Review Robert Costa (@robertcostaNRO) – to see comedian (and fellow Irishman) Joe Kwaczala perform. He was hilarious, also, we were in a mall.
  7. Monday, Jan. 21: Malls are the hip and happening places in D.C., as you will witness below.
  8. An estimated one million people were standing in that crowd, and yes, I was one of them. If you want to find me, here’s a perspective shot taken by yours truly.
  9. An anti-abortion protestor somehow managed to get through security with a sign and wiggle his way up a tree. Capitol Police told me one reason the crowds were so bad was because they had to blockade the area around the tree in case he fell down. A ladder would not extend all the way up.
  10. Full audio of President Obama’s inaugural address now on @SoundCloud: at.wh.gov/h07E2 #inaug2013 Share favorite quotes w #InaugQuote
  11. I was very thankful for this audio, as the man in the tree was quite loud. Even louder were the chants from the crowd to “Shake the Tree!” to get him down. Walking up to strangers to ask them what they thought of the speech was fun because half of them either a) said they couldn’t hear it or b) said they didn’t know why I was media and standing among them. Frankly, I did not know either.
  12. #NotreDame student media taking over NBC News cc @NarratorVoice @alliepriede http://pic.twitter.com/74nIAB25
  13. That’s as legit as we get.
  14. Analysis: In second inaugural, Obama appeals to his progressive base nbcnews.to/SrYlSk #NBCPolitics
  15. Young people in attendance told me they were pleasantly surprised that Obama talked about climate change and LGBT rights. He got a favorable rating (expected) from those in the crowd who heard what he had to say.
  16. why was the president being inaugurated at a Beyonce concert?
  17. If only she hadn’t lip-synched, maybe she’d be more popular than the GOP at the ball…
  18. One thing Repubs seem privately confident about: O is a singular, historic figure. Loud chants of O-Ba-Ma today on mall isn’t the Dem norm
  19. Speaking of the ball and performances, they were aplenty. All live, too.
  20. fun. is doing their sound check at the DC Convention Center. @clararitger is pretty excited. #metoo #inauguration2013
  21. Fun. stole the show. Alicia Keys came a close second with her rendition of “Obama’s On Fire.”
  22. Alicia Keys Obama On FIRE 2013 Obama Inauguration Ball Changes Girl On Fire Performs
  23. Jeffrey Gerlomes of NDtv was with me at the event, and astutely recognized one young reporter’s media swag logo as of the Cronkite School of Journalism at Arizona State University.
  24. Arizona represents with @cronkitenews at #Inauguration2013. Lost cell service! #CNaz @JessicaGoldberg @Radnovich57 http://pic.twitter.com/KyANS1jP
  25. Vaughn Hillyard, center, is working in D.C. as a reporter and graduates in May. We shot stand-ups together, and Jeff interviewed him for Irish Eyes, a show on NDtv. All in all it was a great trip to D.C., spending time with fellow journalists and Notre Dame grads, and producing articles and news packages galore.
  26. Anyone free to be awesome and pick me up from the airport at 12:45? I have no cash for a cab #helpmeimpoor